Well yesterday was eventful and my mum realised how thick my tutor really is! It was pretty funny to be fair! Just means i’ll be sticking with college, which to be fair is probably for the best. It was funny on sunday, i said i would rather be at St. Austel college, mainly cuz the courses are better there, my step dad said it was my fault that i didnt go there, even though he made me cancel my application for there cuz we decided we weren’t moving. Bloody idiot.

I’m going through phases at the moment, i don’t wanna be at college, then i do then i don’t. To be fair, i think i’ll stay until i can find a job and then drop out and go back in september.

Really miss not talking to Shaun at the moment, really missing him at the moment and its hitting me hard. He just needs to come home already and give me cuddles and i have some serious saving to do cuz i need to see him at easter! I need his hugs, his kisses and generally i just need my baba lamb!